ramblings

08/01/2010

I managed to get through a killer week. I don't have a problem with all these papers. What I do have a problem with is not spending enough time with the boy. Workloads have a way of choking up the time like it was nothing. Last night I had another one of my attachment-issue episodes, and I wish sometimes that I could just tell myself to turn off the waterworks and keep my chin up.

Felt ill even after a particularly hearty lunch of shrimp rolls and stuffed chicken, a long nap and a good movie. I really don't know how I can fix this right now. I can always tell myself these things, but I have no idea how to follow through.

Aug 1, 2010 3:22:03 AM

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I don't know exactly what your attachment issues are, but I hope that you can work through them, get some time with your boy, and quiet all the noises in your head that make you anxious.L

Posted by: msbeesy | 08/02/2010 at 05:08 AM

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